A literal hospitalizing effect you’ve caused. His back fell against the wall. Mercy was shown when neither of you deserved it. Hope you find what you left to look for. Eternally scarred. I trust no one.
-You know you’ll be ok, but you still feel awful.
-You know people love you, but it doesn’t feel like they do.
-You know doing something will make you feel better, but you just don’t know how to.
-You want to be well, but you just can’t seem to get there.
A letter to my future child-
When the day comes that someone tells you they’ll love you forever,
Do not let it consume you,
because there will be a day that will come,
when they will tell you that they don’t anymore,
and there will be nothing left of you.
Rebekah Joyner (via bitterlove-sweethate)